ok, really need to focus on study.
even my mind keep thinking of various palnning after our final.
ok, i'd like to love this course only for Him.
i'm trying to put all my efforts in order to master it.
Then, still... just thinking of linguistic. how the phonology can twist my tongue (always the hardest).
am i complaining?
not yet.. huhuhu..
every course has its own ups and downs.
so, nothing to be exaggerate here..
survey of prose with its long-longer-longest time ago poems, short stories and plays. with uncle Shakespeare and his i-don't-really-get-it language,
i wonder why I have to learn it.. ting tong
Then, kemahiran berfikir : my brain is spinning right and left.
(ceewah... ada ke? mybe x ckup perah hbs2)
After that, falsafah pendidik ikan..
ops! falsafah pendidikan.. right!! that's it..
with its own style..
hurm, keep on going!
mereka-mereka yg telah pergi.
yeap! mereka telah tiada di sisi namun kekal di hati.
dan kesibukan ini nampaknya mengingatkan kembali kepada mereka.
mereka yg bnama sahabat (jannah, sy rindu awak.. seriously.. we shared our besday and with you passed away, it keep reminding me that i don't have much time left.)
keluarga tcinta --> moga Allah tempatkan mereka dalam sebaik-baik tempat. Al-Fathihah.
Lastly, disebabkan oleh pemergian mereka seharusnya sy sedar bahawa sy juga akan pergi. Bukan bererti perlu meratap dan menangis berterusan namun perlu terus percaya kpd janji Nya. percaya bahawa perlu berusaha dan meninggalkan rasa2 yg tidak penting di dunia. Memikirkan bahawa tanggungjawab sebagai khalifah di bumi bukan sekecil hama. Yakin bahawa saya perlu berusaha sedaya upaya belajar dan menguasai bahasa ini agar dapat mengajar bukan menghancurkan anak bangsa..
dan terus yakin bahawa...
'anda akn bsama dgn org yg anda syg di Sana'
hereafter is a certain place.
kita akan pergi. Bersediakah?
Wahai hati, tetapkan cita mu hny kerana Nya.
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